This is a strange day for me. It is usually the day I get a paycheck from my Government employer but with the current “partial” (it’s not-so-partial when it directly affects you) shutdown, nothing will be deposited into my bank account. So, I have been scrambling. When I left work for the Christmas holidays, I had absolutely no idea that this was going to happen. We always assume (yeah I know what it means to assume) that cooler heads would prevail and everything would get worked out. Today I turn on the news and they still say “no end in sight” and that after this weekend, this will be the longest government shutdown in history.
To add insult to injury, my supervisor called and asked me to report to work on Monday to support some of my “essential” co-workers who have been working during the shutdown.
Right now my bills need to be paid. I’m not okay with this. I am not on strike and I am not voluntarily sacrificing for funding for this wall. I just want to work and pay my bills. The suggestion that we should “barter” with our landlord is yet another example of how politicians are out of touch with reality. Even if I could barter with my landlord (which I don’t have one) how am I supposed to pay my other bills. Not many of them are understanding. Sure, they might defer payment or give you an extension but many times this is still reflected on your credit score. Getting a loan? Yeah, try that one when you apply and you AREN’T GETTING A PAYCHECK. Duh. Is anyone home? With the end of the shutdown nowhere in sight, how are you going to make the first payment on the loan if you get one in the first place?
I don’t like being in this position.
Get another job? That would work if I wasn’t being called back into work and how long am I supposed to work another job? What other employer is going to agree to hire you when you return to your normal job when the government re-opens?
Someone said to contact my congressman. I did. Three days ago. No response. None. Zip. He’s still getting a paycheck.
I have read people’s comments who say they are willing to make the sacrifice for the funding to build the wall. I am not. I did not asked to be held hostage in this negotiation. It is ridiculous to suggest that I should. As I have told others, I work for the American people, not a political party. In fact, we aren’t even allowed to identify with any political party or do our jobs with any political favoritism.
I see reports that government workers are protesting and picketing the White House. Yeah, that will show them. Ineffective. I read where lawsuits are being filed for making us work while not being paid during the shutdown. Yeah, let’s see how successful that will be. Point is….no one cares. Our employer certainly doesn’t care. If this were a private company and the owner refused to pay their employees until he got what he wanted, people would be livid about it. The only people livid today are my fellow 800,000 workers missing a paycheck today.
I’m not asking for sympathy. I know most people don’t really give a damn. I’m just pretty mad about this – especially today.